Haunted by night terror

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I have been diagnosed with Night terrors. I take medication on top of sleeping pills and anxiety medication. I suffer from horrible insomnia because of fear to fall asleep but at times I also have fear to be awake. My night terrors will sometimes continue when I am awake with holucinations. Sometimes I remember the night terror and will have flashes of the violent dreams through out the day. I have hit and been verbally abusive, I was wondering if they ever go away... How can I keep them away with out being heavily medicated? I am getting married and my fiance knows, I have had one with him there. That time I couldnt not breathe and would not let him touch me. I am not paralized in my sleep. I can move. I have woken up with cuts, soreness in my ribs and bruises on my arms.