SP + NT + Really bad pain

[messedupdreams]

Okay, for the past few years, a few times a night, every night, I get very, very bad sleep paralysis and night terrors. I get both together, and it sucks. Not only that, but certain muscles (spine, hip, and sometimes even my skull) will feel like it is squeezing to the point it is going to shatter, than it stops, then it repeats over and over again. It is the worst pain I have ever felt. I can't talk, move, or do anything. I see monsters, shadows, spiders, scorpions, etc. in my room. When I keep my eyes shut so I don't see anything, I feel like I am levitating and spinning in circles, like I am being abducted or something. Can somebody please help me. The only cure I have found is smoking marijuana before I go to bed. It is the only thing that works, and when I do this, I get a good nights sleep so I have to do this every night. I do not want to keep doing this for the rest of my life so can I get some help? Thanks.